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God is in control


When I needed saving, He was there. My Great Enabler:

Ukanirehemu, ukanihifadhi
Ukanikomboa, sasa ni huru
Ukanibariki, ukanitakasa
Mimi chombo chako, nieneze injili.

(You salvaged and preserved me
You unshackled me, now I am free
You blessed and sanctified
I am become your vessel, the Gospel to proclaim.)

How Amazing is our Lord’s Grace. Just like the prodigal son, the Lord leads us home, preparing a feast for us, once wayward sons. He runs to us when we embark home, shamefacedly, after wasting our portion of His divine wealth… a heavenly voice not put to use singing of His Glory, a sharp mind that could have been utilised to find the cure for cancer…. Yet, He loves us all the same.

So, in my travails, I get down on my knees. Ask myself why I continue to eat with the swine – the lowest of the lowest, for that’s what my troubles really are. Yet, I could feast on the best of meat and drink in my Father’s house, for there is plenty there. Then, I sorrow no more, pick myself up, make way back to Him. My heart gladdens then, singing, ‘It is well with me.”


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